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[Dec. 21st, 2005|01:29 pm] |
 This is my Original Character Guy.
He has no name.
But doesn't he have just the spiffiest eyeball? I'm such a space case.
Comment would you? I like comments.
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[Dec. 20th, 2005|12:35 pm] |
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Even marshmallows need to have some fun every now and then.
[ <3 Peep Bondage ]
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[Dec. 15th, 2005|12:26 am] |
New Livejournal.
Everyone, add x_azriel_x .
Mucho love. See you there. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Mitsu to Tsuba--Dir en Grey | ] |
Stolen from Mitch. -Such a thief.-
Mark with an X the things that are true
Appearance
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x]I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] have/I've had braces.
[ ] wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [In my personal experience what I'm getting is considered plastic surgery, but it's for medical purposes. It'd be BETTER if it was free of cost, safe, and scar free. ]
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public
Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone. [Surgically]
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet. [Mitchell first <3. And Skyler. Soon to be Kirsty. ]
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.
Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[ ] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol-[Pay special attention to this section, not many x's]
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic. [Past tense. WAS anorexic.]
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly. [I really don't like to, I need to cut down]
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[x] I like white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest |
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[Dec. 11th, 2005|11:15 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Mask--Dir en Grey | ] |
Stolen from teh Noinfit/Mitchell.
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In May I pushed ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.1) __ringo__ in the mud (-17 points). Last Wednesday I put money in insaneseduction's expired parking meter (14 points). Last week I helped burnehazard hide a body (-173 points). Last Friday I put gum in heerodiscarded's hair (-12 points). In July ivory_illusions and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-177 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely,
creamy_ryou |
No ideas from you, Burne-sama. Really. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2005|02:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Kasumi--Dir en Grey | ] |
Life is good.
Yeah. I have sugar cookies.
AND GODDAMN STRIFE GETS CHINESE.
The bastard.
I love him.
Anyways, wanted to see a movie, going with Otogi Tuesday instead.
Maybe chronicles of Narnia. Makes me miss Maru a whole lot because I always thing of him when I see big cats. Or my cat.
Goddamnit all.
I'm really hungry.
Kinda thirsty since I ate those two cookies.
Dir en Grey PVs own me supreme.
I really need to paint Kadaj's teakettle.
And work on Cassius.
New DA account.
xYazzyx . I'll have stuff there soon.
Psycho wanna lend me scanner please? X3.. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|08:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | Dance Dance--Fall Out Boy | ] |
Life is pretty good right now.
So I don't know why I'm having a random bout of anxiety over nothing in particular. Kind've odd in my opinion. It could be just from lack of sleep.
I'm not sure who all even reads this damned thing anymore...
But I post anyways. Less and less these days. I really don't have much to rant about.
Everything's just sort've fine.
Other than my parents REALLY don't want to let me do my hair the way I want it. I don't know why. They suck at life sometimes. It's not like I'm out getting my naughty parts pierced, so what do they care?
Anyways...
I can't wait for Christmas, not really...for presents or anything. I'm just sort've hoping for something to become official on Christmas, because I have what I believe to be a...really kind've...cute plan.
For someone I love.
So...I'm crossing my fingers that everything goes perfect, or...good, anyways, and that Christmas turns out to be wonderful for more than one reason.
My computer's been fucking up lately...So ...Yeah.
And I really really REALLY want to sleep, Mn.
It still doesn't feel like Christmas.
Probably because it's too cold! 12 degrees isn't Christmas weather I don't care what you say. There's no snow! It was 8 degrees when I went to school today.
I want to let you know that I have trouble in 60 degree weather. I'm bundled up, mostly.
70 it's a sweater.
80 I'm comfy. I'm fine and okay at 80. So when you take away that zero to make it 8 degrees, I kind've die a little. Yeah.
Good book, cocoa, another body, lots of blankets.
Burnesama is smart. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|04:28 pm] |
Beginning of my bio conclusion.
In this experiment, we conducted a test with dialysis tubes filled with different substances to test selective permeability in membranes. The tubes acted as a membrane from their external environment, which was distilled water. The test was conducted to see which if any of the substances would pass through the membrane to more evenly distribute. This process of molecules distributing themselves within the water is called diffusion.
Our classes’ results showed that the tubing’s ‘membrane’ was selectively permeable to glucose but not starch. Because the glucose molecules were smaller than the starch molecules, they were able to distribute themselves within the distilled water. The initial average mass for the class for glucose was 19.3 grams. The initial mass for all classes combined was 20.05 grams. The individual class final mass was 22.2 grams, and for all classes combined, the average mass was 26 grams, for an average decrease of 5.1 grams. The initial average mass for the class for starch was 17.8 grams. The initial mass for all classes combined was grams. The individual class final mass was 22.2 grams, and for all classes combined, the average mass was 26 grams, for an average decrease of 5.1 grams.
If |
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[Dec. 7th, 2005|06:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  -Weird dreams.- | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Obscure--Dir en Grey | ] |
I've been having a lot of really weird fucked up dreams lately with people I know in them.
I had one about Burnesama, and we were talking, and he said something about ...originality, or some perception of himself, or ..It was weird, I can't remember. I just remember that it was odd, him talking about that.
And last night I had a dream I hugged Mana, but he had some sort of box over his torso, so it was really hard to hug him. ..And he felt like a girl. Y'know, guys are warmer and a little harder when you hug them, and girls are not so warm and more just soft.
And then there was Lorrayne and Otogi and this HUGE bunkbed with this ginormous ladder, but instead of just one top bunk which was already up super fucking high, there were three, and they made me get on the third one, but...like...
Kept trying to pull me off the ladder.
And then there was this really hot guy! In this room, with a really comfortable but tousled looking bed, and I remember suddenly not being there and trying to ignore this annoying old guy who I think was a butler in this huge place, and...going back , and there was some other guy, who was trying desperately to get laid.
Yeah. Uhmn, that's enough, I think.
I have snowmen. They're marshmallow peep type snowmen.
They're called Yummy Mallows. -Holds up a red and green marker.- And I can colour on them.
Christmas is rounding too fast.
I don't want to go to my dental appointment because I ...well, really want this near-cheese-grater-like thing out of the roof of my mouth, but I don't want to know HOW they get it out.
Besides, it's on the friday of the last day of school before Xmas break and...bfdksljfsd that's a terrible way to start winter break.
But uhmn, I have most of my gifts either...all the way here, or know where to get them and just need the money. And the ride into town.
Err, Setosama, if you even read these things anymore, do you want a poster and some chocolate? I'd be more than happy to get you something small like that for Christmas.
Also! I think I'm getting drunk off this...Sparkling Cider stuff. I loves it.
Or maybe it's the combination of poprocks and Dir en Grey.
Kaoru spites me, I swear he does. He needs to just get nekkid. In front of cameras. ..Or just invite them into his shower, that's what I think.
Good news! My dad knows some people and...they might be able to get me some help in paying for my exchange trip to Japan!
Which would so rock because I will then be searching around for a particular host family....one with a teenage boy, who...would preferably like Jrock. Yes Yes. And then I would bring him back with me!
It would kick ass.
I'm going to paint a teakettle.
My hair froze this morning. It made clinky noises.
I really need to hire someone to friction me when it's cold.
My newest fascination? Queer Greek Boys. ''He's my queer little flute player.'' 'He's actually gay?' ''Well yes, but he hasn't come out of the closet because closets haven't been invented yet.'' |
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|09:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  The sleep zombies ate my brain | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Kodou--Dir en Grey | ] |
I have decided that Zeke has no luck in getting pictures.
I forget his drawings. Mrs. Wallace forgets his images. Yeah. Poor Zeke. He has to work at Taco Bell, too.
He's adorable though! Cause he laughs at stuff I say. And has these little..fangs. Yeah. That's just random.
Anyways, I've decided that the cold is detestable and that the other people who like Anime at my school...
Are ...well. I hate to say it. ...Not very cool.
I go to my conventions and everyone there has like...this unexplainable uniqueness, every single one of them. They don't -live- for the anime. It's not geeky sit at home and seclude myself geekdome.
Eh, it's like that here at Wa-Hi. ..Sucks. But I go to the club meets anyways, just as something to do.
Went to Hastings. Wandered around..picked up Peacemaker Kurogane because Strife said I should.
Oh. My metabolism came back sevenfold.
I haven't been able to keep food out of my mouth.
My ass looks really good in a catsuit.
Random things you really didn't need to know but that I'm telling you anyways.
I'm sure if I'd started writing this at a different time I'd...Probably put something intelligent and such in here, since that's really what I've felt like lately. Been reading a lot of poems. And literature.
AND I HATE MR. MASON'S RANDOM POETRY TESTS.
Huge ten page packet on analyzing forms of Consonance, Assonance, all that. Mechanisms. And then an essay.
He expects us to finish this in 45 minutes. Not even that. That's the whole class minus rustling, handing out papers, explaining the test, the five minute announcements, all of that. And I want to let you know usually I get the highest score on the test out of anyone in the classroom.
Highest anyone else got on the last test? 37.
An A was 35.
Yazu got a 42 and a half.
Yeah. So.
And even I thought the test was ridiculous. You can't rush literature. Just...no. Don't do it.
I was talking to someone about Manga today, and they couldn't understand how I could be so picky about the art! It just makes no sense to me.
If you can't align a visually appealing image to the character's personality, then why ruin it if you -can't- draw?
I'd prefer that you'd go write a novel , and let me imagine up the character and how they would move, etc. I don't want you ruining this great personality with this shitty-ass blob. Really.
Anime art? It's...overdramatic in some areas and then less so in others. Dramatic on the eyes. Less so on such features as the nose, fingernails, lips. They don't do terrible amounts of detail on those things. Accentuate the hair a lot.
But Jesus. Have a general knowledge of anatomy. Do not have a characters eyes hanging down near their nostrils with their eyebrows in danger of disappearing into their foreheads!
Another thing. JAWLINES HAVE CURVES.
I hate those animes that have that...straight line.
It's annoying. It's -wrong-. And I know it's a pointless rant and that no one cares or agrees but I would just...prefer my men to be visually appealing and anatomically correct. If I'm going to be figuratively living the story they're portraying, I'd like to follow something without thinking 'God that's a fucked up ginormous ear.'
Anyways. It's winter. It's time for...love drama. Apparently Lorrayne's ex boyfriend Evan who moved from here is dating someone at the school, long distance, as -revenge-. She's dating a freshman. She bounces from boys like a bunny. It doesn't matter. Really. But there's something dramatic.
And then it snowed today! Massive amounts. ...For here. Huge fat white flakes. My hat was soaked.
Art ended too quickly.
FITNESS DAY SUCKED.
We ran. And we ran. And we ran. Stair laps no less. This means the gym, two sets of stairs, the weight room. Then we jumped hurdles. Switch and repeat about three more times.
Alright, now we're doing lifts without the bars! Quickly now. Squats. Split squats. Get them done.
Now four minute abs. ...Of course you should still be able to move after all of that, are you kidding me? We're only training you for the BLOODY ARMY.
Yes. I just don't see how in a weight training class we have to do so much running. There's another class for weight training and indurance, THEY should run. We run probably just as much as they do because Mrs. Hisaw is the devil.
Just popped a kid. She's more fit than fucking ...I don't know. One of those popstars. Thin athletic flatchested piece of shit.
Just thought I'd rant about my everyday actual real life for once.
I'm -really- tired. I couldn't get that job at Domino's because of my age.
I hate age rules.
I hate being young.
I hate it when people are shocked to find out that no, It is not my 22nd birthday, and suddenly because I am a good 6 years younger than that, my opinion means nothing.
I also do not understand the morbidity of wanting to sleep in a coffin.
Or have mad gay sex in a coffin. Not morbid to me.
I really really want a soda, but Otogi never has soda.
I think Adam Sandler is singing something. ...The Wedding Singer thing. ..Heh.
I don't know . A lot of people I care about, not that I'm necessarily close to many of them, seem ...-Down- lately. I'd bring them Cocoa and a blanket if I could. ...And maybe a squeeze if they wanted it.
The theme for today? 'Melts in your mouth, not in your hand.' |
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